Hello! As you guys can see, I am updating more often nowadays since I still got the time to cos I believe once February is over, I would not have the time to blog anymore :(
So, it is only the 5th day of school and we have been assigned hmwk and upcoming tests next week. Ch, Maths, Chem and Bio. Stress? Very!! But I am kinda enjoying myself in school :) For Bio we have started studying the brain O.O It seems really interesting!!
Had dnt class just now and was given the theory paper but ain't sure it is from what year. Wasn't really enjoying while I was doing it lol. After school went to Np with Caro, Hh and Wm to meet Lishin, Qy, Sj, and Zj. Catch up with a few of them and then I went off at 2 plus :)
Gonna start doing my crazy load of hmwk after using the computer for a short while.....
A huge rock has been lifted from my chest and now I can finally heave a sigh of relief. Initially, I only expect you to know how I feel deep inside but now I am expecting so much more. You really surprised me when you told me that you're done after only 2 days. I thought you would take way longer than that as I assumed that you would start playing games when you get home. Although you had alr apologized, you still did not give me the answer that I had been waiting to hear. Now, I should be really contented with what I have and not to worry about what will/may happen to the both of us. I must must and have to really treasure this 10 months as we may not see each other after this anymore. I really hope that you would prove to me that you are worth everything. I am going to remind myself to not hope for too much as I will always end up disappointed.. Tell me, am I suppose to persevere or let go? Either ways it is gonna be so damn torturing and painful. When I fall, I have forgotten on how to pick myself up and continue moving on. I know I must not be so selfish afterall your future is way more important and what rights do I have to hold you back? I thought I would feel happier, sigh.... But we will be like the past soon right??????
Honestly and seriously, I cannot imagine how am I going to be able to adapt to a life w/o you.
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